So tomorrow is doomsday.
How can one stand three hours of being in the hall with so much pressure built around you, and receiving all your papers RIGHT IN YOUR FACE consecutively? It will take all of my strength to not break down tomorrow, but why do I have a nagging feeling I will anyway?
I know most people go like, "You'll promote anyway, why so scared?" And again I'm so tired of repeating- I have different expectations of myself. You can just hope to promote but my aim is to do well. And that is just my goal, you don't have to share it with me or even understand me- I just ask of you to be not judgmental of my own goals for myself. If my expectations keep me going and working harder, what can you do about it?
Hope for the best but prepare for the worst is my new mantra for tomorrow.